Yesterday me and my friends in my gaming team went biking together. It seems that they always take the long way and go all the way fast the interstate highway. I never went past my own neighborhood on a bike even though i know how to go there and back. So we went and we decided to cross the highway by mixing in with the traffic and move along with the cars that were inline with us. We crossed into the next city and went to our friend's house to play xbox. We left at 7 and came back at 9.
So today my dad isn't as mad as he was last night. But as a punishment he wants me to study for French downstairs which is actually bad since my sister always bugs me when im downstairs doing my studies. So right now she is torturing some fireflies right next to me even though my dad said he would calm her down. This is why i always study in my room, even if i am there for the most part. And French is the worst subject already so studying is even harder now.
Today I became admin of a facebook page. OTAKU SOCIETY. And so I feel awesome! And also I made a thread on my gundam forum called gundam quiz. I also have a big packet of geometry finals review which I will never finish. My hw is to do chapter 7 and 8. I finished 7. My dad is mad that teachers are still giving out hw.
from The Fancy, and so i asked my mom to order it today so it arrives on time. She was like bitch plz we will get something from the store! I was like fine. I spent an hour looking for things my dad would like and use.
My list:
My mom rejected them all. Some were costly and some were stupid. And so she said it has to be something you can buy and something i can approve. Damn it! So basically she doesn't want me to get dad something. btw: my dad took my 43 bucks when i was at school, i had to go retrive them back from him.
Im starting to feel nervous. I haven't felt it before, but now, now its starting. The Finals are next week. Im not sure why i didnt feel scared before, but its too late now. The teachers are gonna start the Finals preparation and i need to be ready. My fear is that i didnt study enough. Actually i didnt even start studying yet. I should. Geo and Eng are taken care off prior to this week. Its everything else. I can BS french though. I need to get Bio, Chem, and US History with a good grade. And if i fail this Geo final then im screwed, cuz i have a C- in it and we have a quiz tomorrow. I need to get atleast a B- for me to have a good chance for an A- with the final exam.
Im starting to feel nervous. I haven't felt it before, but now, now its starting. The Finals are next week. Im not sure why i didnt feel scared before, but its too late now. The teachers are gonna start the Finals preparation and i need to be ready. My fear is that i didnt study enough. Actually i didnt even start studying yet. I should. Geo and Eng are taken care off prior to this week. Its everything else. I can BS french though. I need to get Bio, Chem, and US History with a good grade. And if i fail this Geo final then im screwed, cuz i have a C- in it and we have a quiz tomorrow. I need to get atleast a B- for me to have a good chance for an A- with the final exam.
Today my dad went to Albany. He woke me up and i bid him farewell. School was the normal shit as always. It just seems so weird though, im still in focus while everyone else is counting down. Now i know im counting down til the end too but its not affecting me the same way it did last year. Instead its doing the opposite. Maybe because now i realize how big the finals are and my body is ready (lol) for it. When i got home i played a hour of Neverwinter with my friends Joe and Dylan. Joe is addicted to MMORPGs and he just can't stop. So he is a lvl 27. Dylan's parents monitor him every 3 minutes so he is a lvl 13 and my parents are moderate so i am a lvl 20. Our friend Matt got the game today and he is a lvl 8 at the moment. My other friend Yash will get it the moment his new laptop (which is the exact same model as mine, cuz i told him mine) arrives via the mail. so after that we will have a 10 person party including companions which is perfect for Neverwinter since its more of a group play game. And we can make our own little guild with only us in it for a more individual existance in the game. But i still Geometry hw to do tomorrow since its 11:06 right now. And btw the Kai portion of the astray red frame is still not completed.
I haven't been on anything lately. Partly because my dad said no games or fun stuff until school was over. And partly because i keep falling asleep while i work. I haven't been myself lately. My guitar teacher said that i seem overstressed. Maybe i am, i notice that myself too. I just want the finals to come, but at the same time i want one more test in Geometry class. I have a C in it and i want atleast an B-. He keeps saying that we might not have the last test that i so eagerly wait for.
Failure rapping by me.Today i downloaded Star Trek Online because my best friend said he will only play Neverwinter if i play STO and so i got it. It just finished downloading, ill play it after Geometry hw is finished. But i need to hide it from my dad somehow. That is the main challenge in this mission. To me everything is a mission, it needs requirements, needs materials, needs prerequistes, and has a deadline and a reward. Ex: Geometry Test. Needs 10.1-10.4. Needs prior knowledge of circles and Chapter 10 hw. Reward: Dad's approval, a better grade, and a better chance of getting into a college. BTW if you didn't know i want to go for Astronomy or Astrophysics or Astrochemistry or Physics.
Failure rapping by me.Today i downloaded Star Trek Online because my best friend said he will only play Neverwinter if i play STO and so i got it. It just finished downloading, ill play it after Geometry hw is finished. But i need to hide it from my dad somehow. That is the main challenge in this mission. To me everything is a mission, it needs requirements, needs materials, needs prerequistes, and has a deadline and a reward. Ex: Geometry Test. Needs 10.1-10.4. Needs prior knowledge of circles and Chapter 10 hw. Reward: Dad's approval, a better grade, and a better chance of getting into a college. BTW if you didn't know i want to go for Astronomy or Astrophysics or Astrochemistry or Physics.
I predict that this week to the last week of school will be filled with this unnecessary roughness that just pushes me and stresses me further. Tomorrow is one of my last chances to improve my grade in Geometry. I am confident that i will get a good grade but i still have the unconscious gut feeling of dispair. School was normal as usual, but afterschool i went to Chem to do a tye-dye shirt again. This one came out much better than the other. After that i went to Robotics club. I should've gone first though cause by the time i got there ll the good people were arranged into a group and the others that were not in groups were separated into another group. I was stuck in the support group which is the other group. It was filled with one friend and stupid freshman that were over their heads. When i got home i rested for an hour. It was a very hot and humid day, it was the humidity that made it feel very hot. I started my hw after that hour. And my dad didn't steal my comp this time but he said i shouldn't misuse it. I mostly did. I re-emailed my teach and did some Geo review hw for my big test tomorrow. And now i am sleeping after that.
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